Samstag, 31. Januar 2009

Life repeats its structures

After winter there will be spring and summer...
Sometimes you just do not see them yet.
And when you get accustomed to the structures
you will be able to enjoy them much more.
Everything has its time.
See the best in each minute.
Enjoy each season (in reality and your life).
Everything has its time.

Yesterday I was in a brown mood

Yesterday I did not feel well at all.

I felt like the beginning of a cold in the morning.

Well, there was work to be done.

Work to be done by me.

So I had to get up.

Had to go to work.

Had to do it.

No matter that i had nearly all the day a big headache.

I felt more like heading back into my warm haven, my bed.

I did not allow myself this feeling.

I wanted things to be done.

Later I realized that I would not get any more done.

I decided to head home.

I bought some comfort food -

my loved Sushi - fresh from my Sushi Take-Away.

And I opened a bottle of my prefered beer.

And I phoned with a good friend.

And I allowed myself to feel miserable.

And I allowed the miserable feeling to sweep and flow over me.

I took a full night of sleep.

Today I woke up early - feeling great again.

Donnerstag, 29. Januar 2009


Do you sometimes feel connections?
Do you know this feeling : "I never knew why I did it but now it helps me"?
Did you met someone at a moment you needed him/her most?

Montag, 26. Januar 2009

On the road

It's monday and I was on the road, sorry, train again.

I am happy with my new glasses. I feel much fresher at night.
That is great coz I am very seldom at home.
Night is all the time I have for myself. So I enjoy more the time for writing.

Today it was great outside during the morning.
Everything with a soft layer of white. Everything was bright.
Not the snow white - coz the snow is gone now but,
you know, this lovely diamont like sparkling?
The lovely white caps on the cars from the frost?
The streets looking as if one has lost billions of diamonds?

Sonntag, 25. Januar 2009

First signs of spring

Pic taken today in Hannover.

Time for a change...

Picture of the Underground-Station Lister Platz/Sedanstrasse in Hannover

For getting some things done you failed before the best
thing is to change your behaviour.
I do not know in which way but each change can be a step forward.
A step to growth. A step to happiness.
And the best is it can start with a tiny little change.


Samstag, 24. Januar 2009

Things I want to do this year

1. I want to get a regular job
2. I want to loose some pounds
3. I want to exercise regulary
4. I want to sell my flat (done)
5. I want to buy a new flat / house with space for my things
6. I want to finish the projects I started or doom them into the waste
7. I want to finish my further education and learn enough to pass the exams
8. I want to grow up
9. I want to find new friends
10. I want to cook more often
11. I want to be more in time and with some spare time
12. I want to travel
13. I want to write more in my blog
14. I want to buy me a notebook - done
15. I want to marry - done

Today we'll go to the cinema...

Today we will go to a little independent cinema.
I reminds me how cinema in my youth was like.
I love it coz it is so cozy.
The film will be: "Let's make money".

Freitag, 23. Januar 2009

Mittwoch, 21. Januar 2009

It is just me

nobody new -
but with my first glasses
looking different from before.


Who is coming for a visit?

Dienstag, 20. Januar 2009

Montag, 19. Januar 2009

Auch ein blindes Huhn findet mal ein Korn...

Sometimes a blind chicken will find some grain...
When did you feel like the blind chicken searching for grain?
When did you feel life difficult to live?
When did you feel to need all your power to be brave?
Please do not forget - it is a question of time and hard work to get what you want.
Be brave.

Sonntag, 18. Januar 2009

Do you have special places to meet?

In Hannover there are some favourite places for meeting.
The pic above shows one of the places in Hannover.
When someone asks you to meet "unter dem Schwanz"
you have to come here.

Samstag, 17. Januar 2009

Still snow behind the seven hills...

Today i visited a friend who lives behind the seven hills.
It is like in a fairy-tale and we had a great time.

Freitag, 16. Januar 2009

Donnerstag, 15. Januar 2009

Today was a good day

I have decided to take things more with looking on the bright side.
So I took some nice pics when our train stopped in the middle of nowhere.
Hope you enjoy it.
What do you do when your daily routine is suddenly interrupted?

Mittwoch, 14. Januar 2009

Mittwoch, 7. Januar 2009

A lot of ice these days

It has been pretty cool the last days.

Sonntag, 4. Januar 2009

Things I am gratefull today

I am grateful for ...

having a day to sleep in
some time for reading
some time for taking a walk outside
making the delicious cookies i love to eat
surfing the internet with some good finds
making decisions on new projects

Where are you grateful for today?

What do you do to recover from worries?

Where is the place to seek the feeling of home?
The feeling of cheerished?
The feeling of loved?

What do you do to feel better?
What helps you out of the deep sea of struggle with yourself?

Samstag, 3. Januar 2009


Sometimes everything seems very difficult for me.
I can not find the safe ground I love so much.
All is struggle - struggle with myself.
I know these times come and go away again.
It is just so hard to find my way during these times.

Freitag, 2. Januar 2009

Was ist der Sinn?

Was ist die Antwort auf meine Fragen?

Und was sollte ich überhaupt fragen, um mehr zu verstehen?

Ich bin eine Suchende.

Ich suche Fragen, Antworten und den Sinn hinter den Dingen.


Donnerstag, 1. Januar 2009

What are your wishes for 2009?

Laß das häßliche Entlein sterben ...

... und sieh endlich ein, dass Du ein hübscher Schwan bist!