Sonntag, 28. Juni 2009

Random musings


After several weeks without a car we got our new car on friday.
On Saturday my boyfriend visited his family.

I stayed at home. I still have problems to calm down after a very hard week.
And I went into my beloved bed to sleep.
A sign I am not feeling well at all.
I know its is wrong to go back into my cave. I have so much I should do.
But this should - it sometimes just feels to much of a burden.
Sleeping - so much sleeping to flee this burden...
I know it does not help at all but sometimes I can not resist...

Today we made a little trip to the Steinhuder Meer.
Time I was awake. Time I enjoyed.
I missed these quality time so much.
I love the waterside - well, it is only a big lake, but still water.

I miss my beloved seaside. 
Strolling along near the waterside.
Seeing ships sailing away and coming back to habour.






Steinhude - da darf ein Besuch im Schmetterlingsmuseum nicht fehlen - do not miss this museum



Today - Ausflug ans Steinhuder Meer - and a new car




Freitag, 26. Juni 2009

dentist, sleeping, writing

These three words describe my day today.

Donnerstag, 25. Juni 2009

Today way was a hard day



Today was a hard day at work for me. A lot of things waited to be done. I left home for work at 6.30 am and came back home at 11.30 pm. I did nothing else than working, using public transportation and having a break for lunch.

I told my boss I would need a day off tomorrow. I have a dentist appointment tomoorow so I can sleep a bit longer tomorrow. And I can work a bit from home tomorrow.

You see, I make at lot of mistakes in my spelling at this time.
I have to go back very often. I am tired.

What I really loved was that we still had light outside when I left work.
And it was a feeling free and at ease.





Mittwoch, 24. Juni 2009

Fehlermeldung

Today I was not able to load a pic in my blog.
Alltimes I tried I got error.
Well, I tried three times.
Than I decided to blog without a pic.

I am proud of myself.
I went in the gym today.
And it was a good feeling.

It would be really really good to loose some pounds.
No:
It will be really really good to loose some pounds.

I really have to try to change my attitude in such things.
It will not help when I say would, could...
I have to say I will, can...

Goal for tomorrow:
More will, can, ...


Montag, 22. Juni 2009

Today







Today I think: How was it when I was younger?
Do I remember the stories in the right way?
Or are my "memories" just fakes?
What is reality? Who can say what was real and what not?


Sonntag, 21. Juni 2009

Today







Regen auf dem Balkon,
Kissen aus Tilda Stoff mit einem Aufnäher von Zaubermasche/Kunterbuntdesign, 
Wassergraben - Herrenhäuser Gärten

Samstag, 20. Juni 2009

A place of my own


I really love to have a place of my own.

Please believe me. I am a child of the Western world.
And I grow up with no space for my own.

Hey, I myself think it is impossible.
And in one way this thinking is right.

I grow up without having space for myself.
My first six years I slept in a room together with Granny.

Than I got a room of my own.
A room that was called so but had not much in common with reality.
I got the old room of my sister.

Just renovated with a tapestry with brown leaves my sister had choosen.
I was told that I was a lucky being.

My sister got a new room with new furniture.

I was told not to close the door to my room.
I was told the window of my room gives enough light
for the windowless parthway when I asked why.
I was visited each 1/2 hour to check what I was doing.
When I asked why I was told they care for me.

When my sister moved out I had to wait one year before I got her room.
A big room with a door I could close.
I was 18 at that time.

Still my Granny came to visit each 1/2 hours when I had visits from friends.
She alltimes was watering the flowers or so.
In one way I felt secure in other ways I seemed to get crazy.

It took me very long to enjoy being on my own.
Now I really enjoy having space for my own.
It is not much.
I just got 1/2 room to put my beloved things in,
but I enjoy it.
I know here nobody goes through my things.
I was never sure about this before.
I have no big things for hiding.
I just enjoy having space for my own.
A place for my own.


dreamy day - today


Relaxing, healing ....

Mittwoch, 17. Juni 2009

Life in general

I love my life sometimes.
Sometimes everythings seems to be in the flow.
Othertimes I believe I will probably never be in this status again.

Sonntag, 14. Juni 2009

Travel through life


Pic taken yesterday at the Kunsthandwerkermarkt in Hannover

Samstag, 13. Juni 2009

Kunsthandwerkermarkt an der Marktkirche Hannover





Just a little stroll over ther market.
It will be here tomorrow, too.
Come and visit, when you are nearby.

Freitag, 12. Juni 2009

April weather in June



When you have no other topic at hand 
a bit small talk about the weather will do.

And today the weather was really giving us the full scale:
sunshine, rain, hail, wind changing within minutes.

Donnerstag, 11. Juni 2009

crazy day - today

What is a crazy day for you?

My day today was
starting with taking some blood for testing at my doc.
Late starting work.
Great breakfast at work - thanks to a birthday party.
Early leaving work to get to my appointment at the dentist.

On the way back I decided to skip the bus
and go back into the city.
I took a short stop in a bookshop.
A bookshop I had searched through yesterday for a special item-
together with ten other shops yesterday.
Well, today it took only one look and I found what I searched.

Now I am nearly back to normal.
Drinking tea and blogging.

Mittwoch, 10. Juni 2009

Growth...

There is no growth without pain.
There is not fruit without growing before.

Dienstag, 9. Juni 2009

Montag, 8. Juni 2009

Roses




Gifhorn 08/06/2009

Sonntag, 7. Juni 2009

Our lunch today


Sweet potatoes with feta cheese, olives, tomatoes and onion.


Holländischer Stoffmarkt - Hannover - Steintor 07/06/2009


Samstag, 6. Juni 2009

Tomorrow - Holländischer Stoffmarkt

It is still raining. 

Outside I can hear the crashes of fireworks.
One of the great fireworks in the Herrenhäuser Gärten.

And I used the time to surf the net.

And guess what I saw: Tomorrow is the Holländische Stoffmarkt again.
An open market with lots of fabric.

I have to get up early. When I get there late it will be really really crowded.

Results

Loads of washing: 3
Loads of dishwasher: 2
cakes: 1

Rain, rain, rain

Nearly at the same moment as my boyfriend left for a party it started to rain.
It rained, rained, rained...

It seems if heaven can not stop to share his tears with us.

I am happy to be at home.

Cold summer days


Hannover, 05/06/2009

Freitag, 5. Juni 2009

Wolfsburg



Wolfsburg 02/06/2009

When you visit Wolfsburg by train it is nearly impossible to miss the signs.

Wolfsburg is VW - city.

VW is nearly a whole city in the city.

And near the train station art can be found.

And there is the Phaeno to visit.

No, I was not away on holiday...

All I had was a late happening of "Frühjahrsmüdigkeit".
So I was asleep before I got a change to come here.

And today you will get an overdose of blogposts from me.

Take care.

But I can not stop myself. 

Sorry.

Montag, 1. Juni 2009

piri-piri

After so much meat yesterday today was a day for veggies. I had bought some asparagus at our local market. So the decision was an easy one: Noodles with asparagus. I found some spagetti in our cupboard and on it went.

Well, next time I will leave out the bottle with the piri-piri. Never seen my boyfriend cough more than when he met one. They are really really hot stuff... and I only used three little ones. 

Barbeque



Yesterday in the country - near the seven hills.