Mittwoch, 31. März 2010

Sunshine outside - miserable inside

Best spring weather outside - and I lie in bed with migraine.

Dienstag, 30. März 2010

Doc appointment

Today I had my half year regular examination at my doc.
First I have to say it was quick and did not hurt.
The other thing is that I have a growing big as an orange in my body.
The good thing: it is not cancer. The bad thing is that is has grown since last time so much.
So in three months I have to go there again and it will be controlled.

Montag, 29. März 2010

Today - holiday

Today I took a day off from work.

I did not know when we would arrive from our trip yesterday.
Usual it would be six hours on the road - but you never know if it will take longer.
So I decided a free monday would be great. Well, everything went well yesterday and we arrived early at home.

So today I was early having breakfast and enjoying the spring weather:
I took the bus to a natural wonder. Here in town an old graveyard is blooming in blue.
It is a bit on a hill but central in town. And not far away.

It rained so my chances were good to have it all for myself.
Only a pair of garden workers were there. Just when I left a pair of visitors for the blooms came.

Last year I visited that spot on a Saturday. It was great but difficult to take pics with all the people around. And my hubby felt very ill. He got a cough from something in the air, so last year was a very short and not so happy visit.

This year it was great. Early and all for myself I had a great time taking pics. I walked the short way home happy with a bunch of pics.

Well, it seems as if I can not share them today.
I tried to upload but nothing happened...
So look at the pic I uploaded earlier...
Or dream of lovely blue...

Today - blue

Sonntag, 21. März 2010

Waiting to burst into life...


Spring has sprung.

Der Frühling ist da.

Brown and grey are still the colours of the day,
but here and there a little bit of green tells:
Winter is gone.

The birds are singing:
Winter is gone.

What is your song?

Dienstag, 16. März 2010

Jumping in the mouth of the monster

Sometimes you have to jump in the mouth of the monster
or in other words: it is time to be brave.

Today I had such a situation and I would have loved to run.
But i jumped and it was much better than I thought.

Join me in jumping and being brave.

Sonntag, 14. März 2010


I do not know how you handle hard times.
I try to stay calm and still enjoy life.

But at the moment life is really challenging.
My body tells me to calm down more-
it gives me hard times of pain and ill feeling at
the moment.

I know it will get better,
but it is really hard at the moment.

Concentrate on your breathing...
Life will go on and get better...

Samstag, 13. März 2010

Saturday night

Somehow I finished this week.
When I came home yesterday after work I just went in bed.
I was worn off by the week.
I slept more than 12 hours.

After a good breakfast we left Hannover for Moers.
Here in Moers I went a bit shopping. You can call me crazy, but I only bought cards (well, and a birthday present). Birthday cards, cat cards....
And some nice choc as Easter cards.

Mittwoch, 10. März 2010

12 hours shift

Sleepy, groggy, happy I have done it and do not need to do it again soon.

Dienstag, 9. März 2010

Pain and pills

Although it seemed that I felt better on Sunday
I had top learn that I was not o.k. on Monday.
I got up as usual, but I got pain.
These lovely little pain that has no special point to start.
It goes from head to toes and every bone hurts.

So Doc appointment and staying at home.
Pills against the pain.

One whole day sleeping - Monday.
(Just a little break for the Doc appointment.)

Today starting to feel better.
Still taking pills against the pain but sleeping with more breaks.
I took the chance to go on a little walk in the sunshine.
Spring is waiting to come...

Sonntag, 7. März 2010


Slowly slowly recovering.
Hope it will go on in life as good.
Sometimes a little change gives a lot of hope.

Samstag, 6. März 2010


Winter is back today.
White white snow was greeting me this morning.

A good time to stay long in bed, drink tea and eat a lot of sweets.
Just in this moment a choc cake is in the oven for later.

Sweets - at the monent I really need them as comfort food.
I do not feel so well I would like to feel.
The reasons are different ones and I work on them.
It just takes time and I am a person who wants everything at once.
So these times are really hard.

When I look in the mirror I see a lot of bad skin.
My hair looked so awful I had it cut today.

Where are you, my healthy self?