Samstag, 28. Februar 2015


I should be happy. The weather is beautiful with sunshine. I sit in a warm room with enough to eat in the fridge.

Well, just some little things to adjust: I had horrible nosebleeding tonight. I have pain and do not feel well today.

I will take a little walk now to get my spirits up again.

Montag, 23. Februar 2015


Today it is rainy and dark. Grey weather - not so much spring feeling like yesterday with sunshine.

Today I will go to Berlin to meet with my group to learn again for exams. I love to meet them, but I know it will be some hard days with a lot of difficult stuff.

I had some doc appointments these weeks. The skin cuts came out clear, so I can leave it for three months before I need a check again. Well, one thing that is not so great is that my right breast has something in it that you could not define 100% per ultrasound. My doc asked me to think about getting it checked per x-rays. I do not like to do x-rays. I know that they do not hurt, but hey, x-rays can cause cancer, too.

What would you do? Would you get it checked to get a 100% no breast cancer or would you wait and check it in some months per ultrasound again?

Donnerstag, 12. Februar 2015


Just work.

Sonntag, 8. Februar 2015

Sun is shining again

Just got back from the hospital - just some new med on my back and I will be fine soon.
The sun is shining outside and I love this beautiful winter weather.

Samstag, 7. Februar 2015


When I woke up I know I feel better today.

Just the stiches from my three moles were not so great so I decided to get the stiches out today.
My husband did not want to do it so to the doc I went. Was good I went there coz they really needed to get out and one thing was not o.k. and I got the advice to go and let it be checked again tomorrow in the hospital, ugghhh.

Freitag, 6. Februar 2015


Seems I scream still here here when a virus looks for a new home. Had some virus that caused pain and headache these days. Sleep helped a bit, but laying in bed the whole time was not so good for my spirits. Outside was golden wintersun and snow!